{"id":3466,"date":"2015-03-20T19:08:08","date_gmt":"2015-03-20T11:08:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/karrenrenzsena.com\/?p=3466"},"modified":"2015-03-20T19:08:08","modified_gmt":"2015-03-20T11:08:08","slug":"falling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/karrenrenzsena.com\/lab\/2015\/03\/20\/falling\/","title":{"rendered":"Falling"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">I never believed the bull they say about things getting easier when you admit your feelings. That\u2019s crap. When you admit your feelings, you start digging your own grave. You dig deeper as time goes by, because you fall faster, you fall farther, you fall harder. And then you realize that you\u2019re just falling, and falling, and you suddenly wish you\u2019d see the bottom where you\u2019ll crash, because the anticipation of the break is much terrifying than the break itself.\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">Falling is like this, sometimes, when you know there\u2019s no one around to break your fall. You just wait for the impact, then you wait for the break. Because it\u2019s only when you break that you can start to pick yourself up and move on. It\u2019s like that sometimes.\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 16px; color: #2d2d2d; font-family: OpenSans, sans-serif;\"><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 16px; color: #2d2d2d; font-family: OpenSans, sans-serif;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/karrenrenzsena.com\/lab\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/IMG_0005.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1080\" height=\"1920\" \/><\/p>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-family: 'Minion Pro';\"><i style=\"font-size: 15px;\">Falling<\/i><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">Karren Renz Se\u00f1a<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;\"><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">www.KarrenRenzSena.com<\/span><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Minion Pro';\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I never believed the bull they say about things getting easier when you admit your feelings. 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